Well, I completed FD#2... Except I didn't do the exercise I promised I would. :o( But i've been very depressed and low energy, and i've been cutting every day, and I just couldn't bring myself to even go to school f...

(she's actually pregnant in these two above)  

I think I caught a cold or something, i feel very bad now. When I woke up, I had a soar throath and now I'm having a bad headache. Felt even a bit dizzy. Can't be good. Ah well, tomorrow I have an English test so I need ...

I cooked myself a small potato mashed with a little dallop of light sour cream and zero salt. Totally reasonable intake, right? Nothing to feel guilty about. I just frickin stared at it for an hour, watching it get cold....

I'm scared to go out and drive in this shit.  It's not now that I am afraid to drive - it's at 7:30pm when I am done teaching classes.  I volunteered to sub another class right after mine.  What was I thinking?...

Its arctically cold outside and theres all this drizzley snowey sleety mix going on. Just enough to make it hard to get anywhere and enough to make you wanna stay curled under a blanket. We got fitted for our bridesmaid ...

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i'm fat, i weigh 130lbs!!!!!! how fucking disguisting is THAT? there is a thin person underneath all of this fat, just waiting to be let free, but NO.... i eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and i am so ...

I know I seem like I am obsessed with my sister and her weight.  You're right I am.  Everytime I see her, everytime I look at her - it makes me sad because I know that I am not as beautiful as her.Don't get me wrong....

12:30pm:I just ate a cup of black bean soup for lunch.  It was heavy and it makes me feel so full.  So full I didn't eat my salad.  But I should - I have to teach 2 spin classes tonight back to back. ...